From the Founder:
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Today I ask and try to fill
in the blanks of understanding what we
do within our work.
Writing this
page, I realize that the human ego (my own) still
seeks acknowledgement. There is a gnawing struggle --if only ever so
slight. The ego
still seeks to over-ride God. Therefore, I struggle between seeking my own recognition
rather than giving credit –to where and whom I
know credit must go.
This is witnessed and experienced
by all others, who participate in our continuing
study.
We get closer to the understanding
needed, day by day. It's
been a struggle getting this far, because we must strip
ourselves of all clothing, 'so to speak', our personal covering, that ‘separate
us’ from
God. We
wear armor after many years in this world we
live in, with difficult experiences adding layers
of protection, to keep us from being ‘hurt’
anymore, and to keep us from finding God.. We
have stood with that clothing, the armor, like the old
oak tree with many
years of growth and thick bark, to hold us firm, keeping us from falling, and
again keeping us from faith, and belief in God, who seemed so far away.
I dreamed many times, I was
sitting naked on a bus full of people.
I am sitting on a bucket, defecating. I am
humiliated at my ‘being so exposed. No one is
even looking at me, which I could not understand. That kind of
humiliation still exists from time to time. Hopefully,
it will one day leave completely.
I watch what I am writing, and
tears come to my eyes, an indication, I have
learned an inner truth of being exposed, a
recognition of fact. I continue to
write. It is meant to be written.
I wait --to fill the pages with the words I
seek. I also
remember another repeated dream.
I
was walking past a wall, and I passed a picture. I stopped
and backed up to see what I was to see.
It wasn’t a picture. It was a
mirror and I was at face with myself.
I looked at my image, for a few
moments. That
person in my reflection, was looking back at me,
perhaps waiting to be recognized, as self,
but it was not myself, I realize now. It was my
other self. I was at face with my spiritual
self.
That spiritual self was waiting
for me, to accept that self [the spirit self] that was/is within me, who
seemed too busy to take the time to get to know
her.
It is TIME, that I graciously greet that self today,
September 19, 2002, as ‘these
written words’ direct me.
My prayer as it was “Please tell me what people need to know” and I have
questioned the wisdom, of lack of it, for
praying that prayer.
I have been shown time, and time
again, why people behave as they do. I have been retrieved, before being hurt
--I believe, by my Heavenly
Father, or His Angels who have been working to help me, to guide me in my path.
I have walked the walk, and talked
the talk. I
have stayed as true to my path, as I could. I often
wanted to stop, and take an easier road, rather
than the mountainous terrain of walking this path.
I believe that my path was
assigned in those ‘cedar trees’ as a 7 year
old. when I had my first ‘divine’
experience. It has been a very difficult
life, yet one of purpose. I knew I
was heading somewhere, and ANY time I tried to go
off path, I was ‘hit’ back on it, and, I still had to go it alone --I thought! I had to face the
struggles ‘at face’ with only my self! I had no
one I could speak to about my work. They would
not believe me anyway. And I my
self questioned this walk, and purpose, yet it ‘still’
directs me, and my need to write.
I wait again, for the words to
come.
My thoughts are non-existent. I have
learned to do this when on my personal
‘Search’
in
1980-1982. That
is how I can remain ‘open’ to hearing. It is not a skill, it is a ‘Gift’
to all of us. It is this ‘Gift’ –we
seek to give to you, within our Quantum
Horsemanship Phases of our work at Our Programs --to hear, experience and share the God from
within.
Why do I do this? It is the
ONE WAY that all my questions are answered.
It is the time when
all seems right. It is a time of meeting truth.
And, what is time? Is it
right now! We
only have the now!
There is no tomorrow.
There is
only now! We live in the now, so time does not exist. It is
only a presumption..
There is no yesterday, as it is
ONLY a memory of the now we have
experienced.
For those, including myself, who
continually try to ‘retrieve’ our yesterdays,
by our thoughts and desires, I forewarn you.
You are wasting your time. I have also wasted many days,
weeks, months and years. I am now 63.
How are
you wasting your today?
My AOL just said ‘Good-bye'. Is that a
reminder to say good-bye to the yesterdays?
Is that what I am intended to hear from a computer, by coincidence? No
such thing.
I also learned that the
subtle messages are the hints of a truth we
may need to hear.
The subtle messages are either real
to us, by actual words, sights, etc. or, they
are just a ‘whisper’ that brushes our cheeks
, beckoning us to open ourselves for more! We hear
that word, or a few words whispered cross our cheeks, and want
the rest of the story, but that is not how it
comes.
We must dwell on those few words
to find the meanings behind them.
“Seek,
and ye shall find”
---“Knock, and
the Door shall open”
The
word is SHALL, not maybe.
We must learn to be patient. The answers
will come, and we must stay open --waiting to hear them.
I have walked my life path,
and knocked on many doors. They were
not the doors to the homes of humans. They were,
and still are the doors to understanding.
It has been a long walk to
even get to those doors
that need to be opened.
For some, it needs to be shorter.
Perhaps that is my work.
To make your walk, a little straighter.
I write these words on the day
that I am up-loading my new website, after 3
months of waiting for a web-master to fix his
attempt at a website for us. Our
visitors, dwindled to almost zilch during that time.
I knew then that I had to do it
myself again.
This time, hopefully a little better. I have
learned much, and in the computer world, you never
catch-up.
It's sort of like what I am doing, isn’t
it?
We
are constantly learning. Always
seeking. Always
feeling that we must keep up! But,
that isn’t the case. I do not
have to keep up (as in computer knowledge)
with what is written or directed.
I ‘seek’ to know MORE! I want more of what I have been given.
It is a pure ‘WALK OF FAITH’. It is a
‘Work of Faith’.
It is as I heard,
when on my ‘Search’ in 1982. It came from the radio, after seeking a
person in Oberlin PA. with no map, or clue where Oberlin was, and ‘finding that
house within two stops!
On leaving, --I
turned the radio on, that previously had music. The first words spoken:
“Faith without Feet --is
Dead!”
I had to stop along the roadside. The message was clear.
I had truly learned to hear. How else
could I have found that destination in 2 stops,
with no directions.
I had to continue my journey, not knowing where it would take me. I know
that I only seek --My Time in Heaven.
That did it!
I must stop writing. I need my
cry!
But first --WHO ARE YOU
looking at, when you pass that wall?
What emptiness must you fill?
Follow our journey, and learn WHO
you really are!
~~~<>~~~
By knowing the Natural Horse, and
how to communicate with THEM, is just enough rope
to give you, to want to ‘straighten out your
own rope to the ‘real connection’ with the horse.
As your relationship, and your
abilities with the horse are ‘fine-tuned’ you
learn, and crave as I did --to know where
they/we are connected, and what made them so
magnificent. Let's not forget ourselves.
I have found their
[the horse's]---‘Direct
Line of Communication’…
It is, as previously suggested, a
thick ‘gold rope’ at first. It is
precious and strong.
Then, as we get more of it, it
teases us for more.
It stretches -while leading us on our
personal paths.
I have helped to stretch many
ropes. I have helped opened many Doors.
And what happens?
Does
that rope of connection get stronger? NO! This will
drive you nuts, as it did me.
It Stretches out, and lengthens!
The tangled mess of gaudy gold rope on the floor of
our lives, is nothing, compared to that fine ‘Golden Thread’ it becomes, as we
become more
Sensitized
to the Spirit of
God.
This ‘Golden
Thread’ is what
the natural horse, and ‘My Beau Lyncho’ have
given me.
It is not a hands-on experience.
It is definitely so much more than that.
It is the
'Spiritual Connection and Communication' --leading us to truth.
I take NO CREDIT for any part of this
program,
other than having had the Faith,
Determination, and Perseverance to ‘Stay On Path’, and to write it down
“AGAINST ALL ODDS”. Those words ‘brushe against my
cheek’ in 1994, when a friend stated, “Rosie,
I don’t know how you are going to pull this one
off” as I was preparing to leave the ‘old farm’
as seen on ‘Wait on March’.
Those marvelous heard words, “AGAINST
ALL ODDS” have proven again to be
truth!
It’s almost funny now, God has
surely put me up against almost all odds --that
would and should have ‘broken me’. The Strength and Perseverance ‘given
me’ have sustained me. That
strength can also ‘sustain’ you!
~~~<>~~~
This is a Program to help you, in
and on your path!
Be it Horsemanship, the love of
the natural horse, or life skills.
Having ‘been there, done all that'
--we can offer you our help.
We
extend to you the ‘gold
rope’ to lead
you --into your own Divine Path.
It will stretch you to your
limits,
While guiding you to
your own ‘Source’, your God within, that holds in His Hands
ALL the answers to
questions you may ask.
THIS,
is what I now call
---‘The Golden Thread'--
Let me know if you need help
with your own --‘Thread of Communication’. …
Rose
M Foreman
Again, WHO would you be looking
at, when you pass that picture on the wall?
Or, was it a mirror?
Please
scroll down, and
take a few minutes to ask and hopefully get your answer.
